Seriously...........

I just typed an entry to post, and it got deleted!! ugh. So, I'm going too cheat again. Here's something I wrote about a station I like to listen to........

Sept '09

I should be sleeping at this early hour as I've just had surgery. However, I'm wide awake, Life 96.5 playing softly, and extremley hopeful about my future; something I couldn't say just months ago. I was in the depths of despair. Questioning my purpose in life, wondering what God was doing, and agonizing over what wasn't, and, therfore is, my reality. God has used 96.5 in mighty way these past few months. Each time I turn the radio on, a song is playing that reminds me that he is "holding me," or had me in mind when He went to that cross. Through these songs, God is telling me to, "hold fast,"; to never lose hope.

I've had a wonderful life.........a loving, caring family. Parents who taught me from the time I was little, that Christ is #1. Many oppurtunities have been given to me in all areas of life.

I think that's why I'm overwhelmed at this early hour. God's GRACE has abounded for me. God didn't turn me away in my despair, saying, "look at all I've given you, and you're still not happy!" Instead, He chose people, circumstances, and Life 96.5 to remind me of His unending love. So, I'll "Keep running the race," until the day comes when, "I will rise!"